Admiration

Admiration, Esteem, Respect.... all of these words describe my feelings towards Ryan today. He is on his way to take his second Medical Comlex Board test and I cannot explain how proud I feel as his wife. He has worked and studied hard for hours upon hours. He left this morning ready to be done with this season, and I would be lying if I didn't admit I am excited and ready to be over with it too.

 It wasn't as bad as I imagined it would be though. Ryan did make more time then I had hoped for us during these past few months, which was a bonus. How he balanced studying and family so well; I am not exactly positive other than the circles under his eyes pretty much explain it all.

If I could go back to when Ryan was accepted into medical school two years ago; I would definitely not have worried or been anxious about the situation. Looking back at how much we have grown as a couple and family is amazing. It is funny how God has the most perfect plan for our lives and we worry (or at least I do). God put us exactly where we need to be and it has been proven time after time again. I am so happy that God doesn't give us what we want all the time. HE is patient with us so that we are able to catch glimpses of what his purpose and plan is for us.

 I just want all our friends and family to know how much it has meant to us to have your prayers, encouraging words, and invitations to just come for a quick meal and relax a couple hours. Those days when I was seriously tired of being by myself in the house and you called or texted for Audra and I to hang out meant more then you will know. All of you guys made this journey and season so much easier. We love you all!

Today, Ryan left a second year medical student, and he is going to come home a third year medical student. Praise the Lord! I am excited for this new chapter and all he has worked and accomplished these past two years. Tonight we are for SURE partying!